E-Side

Lyrics

Romanized

aa, itsumo no you ni
sugiru hibi ni akubi ga deru
sanzameku yoru, koe, kyou mo
shibuya no machi ni asa ga furu
dokoka munashii you na
sonna kimochi
tsumaranai na
demo sore de ii
sonna mon sa
kore de ii

shirazu shirazu kakushiteta
hontou no koe o hibikasete yo, hora
minai furi shite ite mo
tashika ni soko ni aru

kanjita mama ni egaku
jibun de eranda sono iro de
nemui kuuki matou asa ni
otozureta aoi sekai
suki na mono o suki da to iu
kowakute shikatanai kedo
hontou no jibun
deaeta ki ga shita nda

aa, te o nobaseba nobasu hodo ni
tooku e yuku
omou you ni ikanai, kyou mo
mata awatadashiku mogaiteru
kuyashii kimochi mo
tada nasakenakute
namida ga deru
fumikomu hodo
kurushiku naru
itaku mo naru

kanjita mama ni susumu
jibun de eranda kono michi o
omoi mabuta kosuru yoru ni
shigamitsuita aoi chikai
suki na koto o tsuzukeru koto
sore wa "tanoshii" dake ja nai
hontou ni dekiru?
fuan ni naru kedo

nanmai demo
hora nanmai demo
jishin ga nai kara egaite kita nda yo
nankai demo
hora nankai demo
tsumiagete kita koto ga buki ni naru
mawari o mita tte
dare to kurabeta tte
boku ni shika dekinai koto wa nanda
ima demo jishin nanka nai
soredemo

kanjita koto nai kimochi
shirazu ni ita omoi
ano hi fumidashite
hajimete kanjita kono itami mo zenbu
suki na mono to mukiau koto de
fureta mada chiisana hikari
daijoubu, ikou, ato wa tanoshimu dake da

subete o kakete egaku
jibun ni shika dasenai iro de
asa mo yoru mo hashiritsuzuke
mitsukedashita aoi hikari
suki na mono to mukiau koto
ima datte kowai koto dakedo
mou ima wa ano hi no toumei na boku ja nai
ari no mama no
kakegae no nai boku da

shirazu shirazu kakushiteta
hontou no koe o hibikasete yo, hora
minai furi shite ite mo
tashika ni soko ni ima mo soko ni aru yo
shirazu shirazu kakushiteta
hontou no koe o hibikasete yo, saa
minai furi shite ite mo
tashika ni soko ni kimi no naka ni

Japanese

嗚呼、いつもの様に
過ぎる日々にあくびが出る
さんざめく夜、越え、今日も
渋谷の街に朝が降る
どこか虚しいような
そんな気持ち
つまらないな
でもそれでいい
そんなもんさ
これでいい

知らず知らず隠してた
本当の声を響かせてよ、ほら
見ないフリしていても
確かにそこにある

感じたままに描く
自分で選んだその色で
眠い空気纏う朝に
訪れた青い世界
好きなものを好きだと言う
怖くて仕方ないけど
本当の自分
出会えた気がしたんだ

嗚呼、手を伸ばせば伸ばすほどに
遠くへゆく
思うようにいかない、今日も
また慌ただしくもがいてる
悔しい気持ちも
ただ情けなくて
涙が出る
踏み込むほど
苦しくなる
痛くもなる

感じたままに進む
自分で選んだこの道を
重いまぶた擦る夜に
しがみついた青い誓い
好きなことを続けること
それは「楽しい」だけじゃない
本当にできる?
不安になるけど

何枚でも
ほら何枚でも
自信がないから描いてきたんだよ
何回でも
ほら何回でも
積み上げてきたことが武器になる
周りを見たって
誰と比べたって
僕にしかできないことはなんだ
今でも自信なんかない
それでも

感じたことない気持ち
知らずにいた想い
あの日踏み出して
初めて感じたこの痛みも全部
好きなものと向き合うことで
触れたまだ小さな光
大丈夫、行こう、あとは楽しむだけだ

全てを賭けて描く
自分にしか出せない色で
朝も夜も走り続け
見つけ出した青い光
好きなものと向き合うこと
今だって怖いことだけど
もう今はあの日の透明な僕じゃない
ありのままの
かけがえの無い僕だ

知らず知らず隠してた
本当の声を響かせてよ、ほら
見ないフリしていても
確かにそこに今もそこにあるよ
知らず知らず隠してた
本当の声を響かせてよ、さあ
見ないフリしていても
確かにそこに君の中に

English

Ah, just like usual,
I yawn in the days that pass.
Overcoming the boisterously loud nights,
Morning falls on the streets of Shibuya.
That kind of feeling
like it’s empty somewhere,
It sure is boring.
But that is fine,
That's how it is.
This is fine.

Your true voice that hid before you knew it,
Let it resonate, hey.
Even if you pretend that you can’t see it,
It is truly there.

Drawing based on from how I felt it,
In that colour I chose myself,
In the morning surrounded by a sleepy atmosphere,
The blue world I visited.
To say that I like the things I like,
It is scary and I can’t help it but,
I felt that
I had met my true self.

Ah, the further I reach out,
The further it goes.
Today doesn’t go as planned either,
I am still struggling frantically.
Even the feelings of regret and frustration
Are just pathetic
And tears come out
The deeper I step into it,
The more agonising it is
It even becomes painful.

Moving forwards based on how I felt it,
On this path I chose by myself.
In the night when I rub my heavy eyelids,
The blue oath I held onto.
To continue what I like,
It’s not only ‘fun’
Can I really do it?
I feel anxious about it, though.

No matter how many drawings I drew,
Hey, no matter how many drawings I drew,
It’s because I don’t have confidence that I drew them.
No matter how many times,
Hey, no matter how many times,
The things I have built up will become weapons.
To say I’ve looked around,
To say I have compared with someone,
What is the thing that only I can do?
Even now, I don’t have something like confidence,
But even so...

The feelings I have never felt before,
The thoughts that exist without me knowing.
Step out onto that day,
The light that is still small which I touched,
By facing this pain that I felt for the first time and all of it
With the things I like.
It’s fine, let’s go, all that’s left is to enjoy it.

Drawing while putting everything on the line,
In the colour that only I can come up with,
I continue to run through the morning and night,
The blue light I finally found.
To face it with the things I like,
It’s scary now, but
I am no longer the invisible me of that day.
Just as I really am,
This is the irreplaceable me.

Your true voice that hid before you knew it,
Let it resonate, hey.
Even if you pretend that you can’t see it,
It is truly there even now.
Your true voice that hid before you knew it,
Let it resonate, now,
Even if you pretend that you can’t see it,
It is truly there, within you.
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